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ya hmm many ppl's birthdays fall on march.. haha yeah.. pices n aries..
i can finally think better already. was having a bad headache n fever. plus not in good mood. haha cldnt haf been worse.
anw it realli hurts to see the first crack in the r/s. but i guess things r fine now. as ive told u already.. ur direction in life is not me.. so i give u my blessings tt God give u the direction in ur life. n also God can give u a lot more than wad i can give u. so itz realli ur choice n decision. im willing to accept wad u will be actually. im sorry tt i caused u to go against ur decision. anw itz realli er v inappropriate to choose me before God.. haiya i dunno la u made ur choice.
yeah thanks to ppl like zhixiong, kaiming n vincent. u guys made me feel better i guess. like er.. zhixiong said he was singing "true" by ryan cabrera to me by typing out all the lyrics online.. anw thanks for those words of advice too.
ya thanks to angeline too.. even though i dun noe her v well la. but she has realli taught me quite a lot.. i oso dunno y... but i juz seem like ive learnt quite a lot frm her.
about waiting.. as in just waiting in general.. not anything in particular. i dun like the feeling of waiting lar. juz seems like a great waste of time lo. we spend such a big portion of our lives juz waiting n waiting. waiting for ppl.. waiting for sth to happen.. waiting n waiting. to me it gets quite frustrating even though im the calm n cool kind n not the impatient type. yeah i guess tt waiting is also probably part n parcel of life.. but sumtimes juz bcos of irresponsible ppl or unorganised organisers tt cause delay we hafta wait tt long? most ppl juz wldnt do anything abt it n juz wait lar. ya like wad can we do lor. ok mayb sum ppl wld say waiting builds up on patience.. but ya rite.
ok so from now i'll promise to b more punctual =) cos i noe im not alwayz tt punctual haha. er ya i hfta go get ready for an apptmt ltr tts before the claz bbq. oh claz bbq ah.. hahhaa linying damn funny la. she said she bought so much food tts enough to feed the whole cohort. erm ya can last the few of us for at least 2 days. ok so anw it wld b fun!
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